This week was a week of ups and downs and a lot of cruising on depression autopilot. So that was fun.
- I finished recovering from my cold, yay!
- I missed every single workout slot, so that sucks.
- I didn’t sleep enough pretty much any night this week, and spent the back half of it feeling super emotionally fragile as a result.
- Depression punched me in the face for the majority of the week, which among other things means I’m going to miss a couple of (optional) deadlines.
- I also missed out on doing a loooot of writing and blogging because of this badbrain storm. Phoo.
- Found out I didn’t get the bookstore job. Which I expected, but still kinda sucked.
- I saw Pacific Rim 2! It’s highly enjoyable, though I agree with my bf’s assessment that it’s not nearly as strong as the first one.
- It rained constantly for like three days in a row, which sounded nice against the roof/windows but probably did nothing to help my mental state.
- Did my taxes, found out my estimated taxes, unlike past years, did not add up to more than what I owed, but rather less. (I think I underestimated how much I was going to make this year, and/or went with the lower number (which wasn’t enough), like the instructions say to. :) So I got to pay the IRS a load more money. Which, luckily, I had the $, but the whole situation was a bit of a gut punch.
- As I’ve finished Shadow of Mordor, I started on a new game. Well, an old (for me) game that I’m actually going to try and finish this time: Fallout 4! I modded the butts out of it, and there’s a few more i still want to add. (There’s one out there that adds a cover system, which after the first couple firefights sounds like a wonderful idea.)
- I played a lot of FO4 this week. Depression = at least I can video game?
- I also studied for an interview I have coming up in a couple weeks and continued to dust off my programming skills.
- A Google Compute Engine/Kubernetes tutorial that was supposed to take me 90 minutes took me like four hours. But at least part of that was, I think, the instructions being out of date. (Long story short: resource allocation as described in the tutorial isn’t quite enough to get everything running you need to, so I had to fiddle with it, which made later parts of the tutorial require fiddling, and at one point I had to start everything over due to getting impatient about a very slow incremental-upgrade process that happened because I had an unrealized typo in my config file. Wheeee.)
- I implemented a hash table in Java (by myself, not using the builtin functions). It was hard, and my hashing function kind of blows, but it worked! And that made me happy.
- My new class started and has a bunch of reading! I’m scared! But hopefully I will manage.
And that’s been my week! How about yours? What did you get up to? Are you looking forward to anything coming up this next week?
I’m sorry to hear you were having depression brain last week. That’s a cycle our house seems to be stuck in a lot, too.